I kick boys.
so, i am going to whine and complain because I can.
and i dont care what anyone says.
my stupid boyfriend....
okay, let's not start out that way, i dont want to start out on a negative comment.
But, let's just say.... I'm annoyed.
and frustrated. hurt, upset... and probably being entirely selfish.
But chad went on a week and a half hiking trip.
and it pisses me off.
not only does he not really give me any details of what's going on, like, maybe when he is coming home, but, he doesnt call, or even give me the time of day.
grr..
I hate that i care, and that i want to see him. I wish i could turn off the want for a week and a half and just do my own thing without thinking about him b/c he is obviously too busy to give me a thought.
im probably being unfair, but you know what, i am sick of looking at both sides of the coin here.
because.. HE NEVER DOES.
so, screw that philosophy.
Does he think about the fact that we NEVER see each other for more then 2 days at a time, (and when we do we have his parents breathing down our necks) Does he consider the fact that the last week vacation he had he went hiking with the same people, only on the opposite side of the state? um. nope.
it just makes me feel like i want to be with him more then he wants to be with me. I get excited for his vacations fo rus, he gets excited to make plans doing something "exciting"
like im not or something.
grrr... im just pissed and annoyed and frustrated.
stupid boys. it really isnt that hard to make me happy.
honest.
all he has to do is call.
i know im going a little overboard on this rampage.... but i miss him the bastard. and i doubt he is even giving me a thought.
damn him and his boyness.
and i dont care what anyone says.
my stupid boyfriend....
okay, let's not start out that way, i dont want to start out on a negative comment.
But, let's just say.... I'm annoyed.
and frustrated. hurt, upset... and probably being entirely selfish.
But chad went on a week and a half hiking trip.
and it pisses me off.
not only does he not really give me any details of what's going on, like, maybe when he is coming home, but, he doesnt call, or even give me the time of day.
grr..
I hate that i care, and that i want to see him. I wish i could turn off the want for a week and a half and just do my own thing without thinking about him b/c he is obviously too busy to give me a thought.
im probably being unfair, but you know what, i am sick of looking at both sides of the coin here.
because.. HE NEVER DOES.
so, screw that philosophy.
Does he think about the fact that we NEVER see each other for more then 2 days at a time, (and when we do we have his parents breathing down our necks) Does he consider the fact that the last week vacation he had he went hiking with the same people, only on the opposite side of the state? um. nope.
it just makes me feel like i want to be with him more then he wants to be with me. I get excited for his vacations fo rus, he gets excited to make plans doing something "exciting"
like im not or something.
grrr... im just pissed and annoyed and frustrated.
stupid boys. it really isnt that hard to make me happy.
honest.
all he has to do is call.
i know im going a little overboard on this rampage.... but i miss him the bastard. and i doubt he is even giving me a thought.
damn him and his boyness.