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guess what ian got kick out of tesoro! i cant believe it. but i mean i should have expected it though. i knew he couldnt keep clean to stay there. i wonder where hes going now. maybe military school or rehab or something crazy like that. wow thats really going to suck. god why couldnt he just keep clean. oh well hopefully he'll call me soon to tell me whats going on. well nothing else has really been going on i mean my life is kinda boring. oh well the father daughter dance is this weekend, and im not going. my real dad couldnt make it and i dont want to go with my step dad because hes crazy and my older brother didnt want to go with me so yeah it kinda sucks. so while every chick that i know is having fun, ill be stay home doing nothing. hopefully this whole weekend doesnt suck because i dont like sucky weekends. it kinda hurts that my real dad didnt make space for the father daughter dance because everytime i talk to him on the phone its like he hates me. like he doesnt even care anymore. he doesnt even say i love you anymore to me. all he practically says is hey how are you, nice well can i speak to collin. and when i say i love you he says nothing. wow it really hurts but i mean i dont think he means to do it so i mean ill just forget about it. on sunday steevi is coming over because she doesnt want to go back to her dads house so she'll stay with me for the night or day or something like that. it should be fun because i dont think im doing anything this weekend. so yeah. well i dont really have anything else to say. well i guess i will be going now. bye
if anyone wants to hang out on this weekend call me