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As I sit and look out my window, a group of men are standing outside that are supposed to be working, to fix a crack that THEY put in my driveway by driving their huge ass cement truck over the corner of it while building the neighbors house a few months ago. It's nice to see they are having such a nice time chatting away with all my other neighbors. They didnt even bother to SHOW UP until now. (it's 10 till 1pm) Asshats.
I havent been very sociaable lately, since my surgery. I have really been keeping to myself, not really wanting to talk to anyone, not wanting to be around anyone. I just want to be alone, with my family. Im not depressed, I dont feel the slightest bit sad about what happend, actually, I feel better then I have felt in 12 years! I just dont want to talk to anyone, or be near anyone. I have been a bit (probably a little more then a *bit* snappy) at times with Marius, but not always. I think my body, hormones and whatnot is just learning to regulate itself after everything. I mean, it's only been 3 weeks. I dont know. I hate not knowing what to expect.
an update on the ONE peice of drive way.. I now have 6 men outside.. 2 of them doing work, the other 4 standing around, and the old guy accross the street has been standing there the entire time, probably trying to tell them exactly how to do their job. ( I really.. REAALLY cant stand that guy).
Fuck. I hope I dont pull out of my garage and right into the wet cement. Thats going to suck. I woud rather run over the rose bush LOL! *sigh* I should go..my thoughts are getting all choppy.
I havent been very sociaable lately, since my surgery. I have really been keeping to myself, not really wanting to talk to anyone, not wanting to be around anyone. I just want to be alone, with my family. Im not depressed, I dont feel the slightest bit sad about what happend, actually, I feel better then I have felt in 12 years! I just dont want to talk to anyone, or be near anyone. I have been a bit (probably a little more then a *bit* snappy) at times with Marius, but not always. I think my body, hormones and whatnot is just learning to regulate itself after everything. I mean, it's only been 3 weeks. I dont know. I hate not knowing what to expect.
an update on the ONE peice of drive way.. I now have 6 men outside.. 2 of them doing work, the other 4 standing around, and the old guy accross the street has been standing there the entire time, probably trying to tell them exactly how to do their job. ( I really.. REAALLY cant stand that guy).
Fuck. I hope I dont pull out of my garage and right into the wet cement. Thats going to suck. I woud rather run over the rose bush LOL! *sigh* I should go..my thoughts are getting all choppy.