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so apparently Kyra got a livejournal...interesting. i'm missing out on so much it makes me slightly depressed even more. hmm..i wonder if she even know's i exists on LJ. or if she reads mine. or oh shit. that sucks. now she's a really great person, butum..i've been rude adn yeah we're in a "fight" but yah. i odn't know what to do. help? cuz she's really great. just.....um..crazy by hanging out with someone else. that i know. but yeah. now i have to freaking watch what i say. ooh i know what'll make me feel better................nevermind. there's nothing that'lll make me feel better. but oooh oooh i know who''ll answer alot of questions. RUTH.
hah.
should i be mad at myself? or my freinds for leaving me out? no. well then i'll be childish like another person i know. actually i'm actually too mad and sad now that i can't really snap with anger. ya know. just livin life lonly and saddened all the fucking time. i miss my freinds, i'm hoping i can go to AHS's homcomming but a certain someone has fallen for a certain someone out of his league, i'm jsut not "cool" anymore. i guess i'm jsut the one everyone forgot.....
hah.
should i be mad at myself? or my freinds for leaving me out? no. well then i'll be childish like another person i know. actually i'm actually too mad and sad now that i can't really snap with anger. ya know. just livin life lonly and saddened all the fucking time. i miss my freinds, i'm hoping i can go to AHS's homcomming but a certain someone has fallen for a certain someone out of his league, i'm jsut not "cool" anymore. i guess i'm jsut the one everyone forgot.....