Sometimes silence is loud, if all you hear is your emotions falling through the floor.
fuck
well let's see all those who were in our group...uh *counts*
bethy, manda, amy, ruth, katy, and emily. those were the people i hung out with mainly..there may be others, like other freinds of those few. so six of us total...*sigh*
well there was a fight btwn two of us...adn now one of them is feeling bad again...
should i really bring this up again?....oh well. ruth forgive me.
two of us got into a fight they said 'not to get involved' adn we shouldn't be affected. it sucked. one of the worst teachers in the school tried to fix it. well..nuh uh. it didn't work. it just got more complicated adn the rest of us got hurt.
so now...i think three of us...maybe four are suicidal at times. at least two to three are depressed. two are not freinds anymore. and four who can't choose who...four who are confused. and four who don't want to hurt one two others by choosing one of two others. one is feeling crappy..two-three are trying hard not to let this one get affected and feel as if it is their fault...in the end...it doesn't matter. we all feel shitty at times. adn we all feel terrified at times..sometimes i wonder hwo the hell we keep our group together...sometimes i wonder if person A of teh group even is a freind to the rest..sometimes it's like she doesn't even live here and as if she isn't even in this group...oh well...it's highschool time.. we'll all either drift apart. suicide. or just become severely depresssed. or disturbed in a way. others will succeed though..mabye three of them will.
forgive me if i offended anyone in the group...
this is all just my point of view..this is all the emotions that i gather from some of us..but maybe i'm way wrong..maybe none of us are depressed....eh...i just wanted to get that out..if i'm awefullly wrong correct me.but it's wat i gather.
i sound like F*ck!n paloma
well let's see all those who were in our group...uh *counts*
bethy, manda, amy, ruth, katy, and emily. those were the people i hung out with mainly..there may be others, like other freinds of those few. so six of us total...*sigh*
well there was a fight btwn two of us...adn now one of them is feeling bad again...
should i really bring this up again?....oh well. ruth forgive me.
two of us got into a fight they said 'not to get involved' adn we shouldn't be affected. it sucked. one of the worst teachers in the school tried to fix it. well..nuh uh. it didn't work. it just got more complicated adn the rest of us got hurt.
so now...i think three of us...maybe four are suicidal at times. at least two to three are depressed. two are not freinds anymore. and four who can't choose who...four who are confused. and four who don't want to hurt one two others by choosing one of two others. one is feeling crappy..two-three are trying hard not to let this one get affected and feel as if it is their fault...in the end...it doesn't matter. we all feel shitty at times. adn we all feel terrified at times..sometimes i wonder hwo the hell we keep our group together...sometimes i wonder if person A of teh group even is a freind to the rest..sometimes it's like she doesn't even live here and as if she isn't even in this group...oh well...it's highschool time.. we'll all either drift apart. suicide. or just become severely depresssed. or disturbed in a way. others will succeed though..mabye three of them will.
forgive me if i offended anyone in the group...
this is all just my point of view..this is all the emotions that i gather from some of us..but maybe i'm way wrong..maybe none of us are depressed....eh...i just wanted to get that out..if i'm awefullly wrong correct me.but it's wat i gather.
i sound like F*ck!n paloma