Dec 11, 2009 14:42
=fuck my mother fucking all ready fucked so called life
yep that's the perfect way to put it
A rant is brewing.....
I'm failing online school. I didn't even want to go to school online. I didn't ask to be taken out of school. I didn't want any of this. None of this should be happening due to the decission of someone that isn't me.
Why is online school so fucking hard? It's rediculously hard...especially for me.
I just want to cry.
I can't drop my classes now without getting an F
It's past the 30 day shit fuckker thing....
I can't believe this is happening....
I mean in August I thought not being signed up in any sort of school was awful...but this is incredibly worse...
I don't want to have to deal with this anymore...I. Didn't. Want. This.
I don't know how to fix this...
At this point I'm seriously wishing I'd fall asleep and just not wakeup...just sleep forever....
The worst part is I have no control.
Why is everything falling apart again?
I'm starting to feel the same urges I felt in August. The urges I barely got past.
I just don't know what I'm suppose to do or how to fix this any more than I've been trying....