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I did what I felt like doing.
Not deep enough though
obviously...
Today I feel worse than ever...I was feeling better earlier....But someone ruined it
and I feel like it's official. I really can't handle everything anymore...
I can't handle people fucking with me, I can't handle loosing someone else, I can't handle all of this pain.
I can't handle anything anymore and I just wish my life would just....stop.
It never stops and It won't go away. What do I have left? What will I become? nothing
I'm a failure and I'm worthless.
Is this why it's so easy for people to pick me to fuck around with? to fuck with my mind? treat me like shit?
I just don't want to live to see the next sunrise.