Oct 24, 2005 22:19
My layout is HOT...thx to KANDY! luv ya suger.
well..ive been trynna contemplaint alotta things lately. I understand alotta things that has to do with love but maybe im just learning.im in love with tha greatest guy ever (ANDREW) but he thinks I dont realize it when I do =( maybe sometimes I take him for granted when I know i shouldnt. im so far gone in love with him I dont realize sometimes how I could be hurting him. But one thing I know is im not a liar and I would rather die then ever lie to him and I hope he knows that.
you know when your 17 and you think "wow I have the whole world ahead of me and lots more guys to meet" I must be tha ONLY ..ONLY 17 yr old who has her mind made up and knows who shud wud wanna spend her life with. I know your thinking "your young, you dont know what your saying" but tha funny thing is , is that .. ive seen a future with this guy since i was 14 yrs old...14 YRS OLD! my god.. first love and first everything. Im completely attached to him! " true love never ever dies " Im soo linked on to him, I make my life around him. hes all i dream,think,love,want,need,fantasy,sexual and husband material. Maybe im rushin things but My heart says "go for it" so im going for it..and i wont let nothing stop me. Im gonna make a life with him and I promise to Cherish him and Not take him for granted because In Reality .. *I NEED HIM*.
Sincerely,
Raylene-Marie Alexander.
p.s -> I hope you see this andrew.