I QUIT
Cant take it any more... seriously
I hate that I can't keep up friendships just because I'm 2000 miles away. I miss all you guys back in MI whether or not I call, or keep in touch, and I really want to come back and see everybody... but there is just so much that's going on right now.
Ya know, the whole 3 hour time difference thing sucks, because by the time I get around to being able to call on week days from here, it's already midnight there, and everyone is sleeping.
Why can't things just stay the way they once were? Why can't my parents be happy with eachother? Why does the economy have to keep fucking off?!?
Why can't shit just work out the way you plan? Why the hell does everyone thats close to me grow farther apart no matter how strong a bond of friendship we once had?
So fuck hate, and Fuck anger. and Fuck yelling and bitching. And fuck people who can't appreciate you for who you are, and fuck being different just to get along with certain people, and fuck smoking and drinking, and fuck this and fuck that.
It's like I have 12 different personalities and each seperate person I hang out with sees a different "ME"
-so from now on, what you see is what you get, not that anybody cares or anything, I've just had enough.
and ya know what else?
-Brandon... always been one of my best friends, and NO i'm not trying to use you, no matter how it comes off. and I'm sorry if I didnt return your call, what use do I have to lie to you from another state? I didn't lose the friendship I felt for you just because I moved to a different state, I just have to get my life in order. So please don't take anything personally, it would kill me.
-Nick... dude, I still have that list of things we agreed that we'd do when we were both in MI... and it's still going to happen some day man. I promise. Snowboarding, the suits, the whole bit. I just had to make some changes and like you said... do what was best for me. So don't lose faith buddy, because I have faith that flight school, or whatever it is that you plan on doing will make you successful too.
and to everybody else that may or may not read this, we shal meet again.
I hate that I can't keep up friendships just because I'm 2000 miles away. I miss all you guys back in MI whether or not I call, or keep in touch, and I really want to come back and see everybody... but there is just so much that's going on right now.
Ya know, the whole 3 hour time difference thing sucks, because by the time I get around to being able to call on week days from here, it's already midnight there, and everyone is sleeping.
Why can't things just stay the way they once were? Why can't my parents be happy with eachother? Why does the economy have to keep fucking off?!?
Why can't shit just work out the way you plan? Why the hell does everyone thats close to me grow farther apart no matter how strong a bond of friendship we once had?
So fuck hate, and Fuck anger. and Fuck yelling and bitching. And fuck people who can't appreciate you for who you are, and fuck being different just to get along with certain people, and fuck smoking and drinking, and fuck this and fuck that.
It's like I have 12 different personalities and each seperate person I hang out with sees a different "ME"
-so from now on, what you see is what you get, not that anybody cares or anything, I've just had enough.
and ya know what else?
-Brandon... always been one of my best friends, and NO i'm not trying to use you, no matter how it comes off. and I'm sorry if I didnt return your call, what use do I have to lie to you from another state? I didn't lose the friendship I felt for you just because I moved to a different state, I just have to get my life in order. So please don't take anything personally, it would kill me.
-Nick... dude, I still have that list of things we agreed that we'd do when we were both in MI... and it's still going to happen some day man. I promise. Snowboarding, the suits, the whole bit. I just had to make some changes and like you said... do what was best for me. So don't lose faith buddy, because I have faith that flight school, or whatever it is that you plan on doing will make you successful too.
and to everybody else that may or may not read this, we shal meet again.