Funk
The last two weeks have been... something else. To sum things up, I'm not well. It is unfortunate that the second week of my being not right happened to be full of work. Two exams and a big essay. The essay is going to have to be two days late. The first exam, not so good, but better than the other one from that class. The second exam is tomorrow. I think it's impossible for me to do really well on it, but I think I'll at least do better than the other from that class. This weekend I'm going to be dead, in every sense of the word (except the real one). I'm going to get well on the weekend. Or so I plan.
I'm becoming an old regretful man. I just caught myself telling a younger person that I wish I'd taken such and such a path in life. That can't be healthy. I haven't even been married three times yet. Anyway I'm just wasting time. Time to go wage an up hill battle.
Wait. It snowed for the first time today. When I beat myself out of my coma I could tell that it was far too light outside, and sure enough I opened my windows to see a thin layer of snow had settled, and there was still a steady flurry coming down. All of it was quite beautiful. I guess that's a good sign that even in my current mental state I haven't re-lost my ability to see that sort of thing. It put my mind on something else and helped snap me out of my funk. There's still hope. Not for some people though. Hooray!
I'm becoming an old regretful man. I just caught myself telling a younger person that I wish I'd taken such and such a path in life. That can't be healthy. I haven't even been married three times yet. Anyway I'm just wasting time. Time to go wage an up hill battle.
Wait. It snowed for the first time today. When I beat myself out of my coma I could tell that it was far too light outside, and sure enough I opened my windows to see a thin layer of snow had settled, and there was still a steady flurry coming down. All of it was quite beautiful. I guess that's a good sign that even in my current mental state I haven't re-lost my ability to see that sort of thing. It put my mind on something else and helped snap me out of my funk. There's still hope. Not for some people though. Hooray!