i bet this is how repunzel wouldve felt if sum one cut off her 23498704928560298 pound ponytail lol.
im so glad this is all over!
dave finally told us who IT was. and ill give u 2 hints and the first one doesnt count. yeah its kels, but everything happens for a reason. and im kinda relieved that i atleast have a strait answer. i guess thats all i rele wanted. i was just pissed off about how i was being tossed around like...well...a tennis ball. i felt like i was being put on hold, and kinda like being tested. if i had let it go on ne longer, it might have even killed the gr8 friendship i have with my best friend! that wouldve sucked. and over a guy? that wouldve been pathetic. it takes more than that to kill a friendship with me! lol.
after he told me, he was suprised that i was so calm. hmmm. now that i think about it, i dont think i usually ever get upset over this sorta stuff. i guess its cuz i sorta expect it to happen. kinda like im always prepared for the worst. i dunno. im glad tho, cuz its just one of those things that makes me...well..me! im glad i dont let the little things like this bother me. otherwise, at the rate im going, id being a reck! lol. i just tell myself that everything happens for a reason. it might not allways be clear what that reason is, but everything happens for the best. just call me miss. briteside. lol.
and after all, i think that maybe it was for the best. i dunno if it wouldve worked out neways. im better off....yeah i guess i am. :) hmmm.
and even tho i still might have a thing 4 him, i dont think im gunna waste my time worrying about that sort of stuff. lifes too short. if it were to happen i think it wouldve happened already. and if not....so be it. but as of now, i dont think so. lol.
what a relief! ahhh i cn be me again. like free! yay!!
and kels i lu sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo effing much! and im so glad this all worked out...for both of us. i hope things work out with u n dave.
as for now this is rach signin off sayin:
"don't make someone a priority in your life,
if your just an option in theirs"
<3 rach
dave finally told us who IT was. and ill give u 2 hints and the first one doesnt count. yeah its kels, but everything happens for a reason. and im kinda relieved that i atleast have a strait answer. i guess thats all i rele wanted. i was just pissed off about how i was being tossed around like...well...a tennis ball. i felt like i was being put on hold, and kinda like being tested. if i had let it go on ne longer, it might have even killed the gr8 friendship i have with my best friend! that wouldve sucked. and over a guy? that wouldve been pathetic. it takes more than that to kill a friendship with me! lol.
after he told me, he was suprised that i was so calm. hmmm. now that i think about it, i dont think i usually ever get upset over this sorta stuff. i guess its cuz i sorta expect it to happen. kinda like im always prepared for the worst. i dunno. im glad tho, cuz its just one of those things that makes me...well..me! im glad i dont let the little things like this bother me. otherwise, at the rate im going, id being a reck! lol. i just tell myself that everything happens for a reason. it might not allways be clear what that reason is, but everything happens for the best. just call me miss. briteside. lol.
and after all, i think that maybe it was for the best. i dunno if it wouldve worked out neways. im better off....yeah i guess i am. :) hmmm.
and even tho i still might have a thing 4 him, i dont think im gunna waste my time worrying about that sort of stuff. lifes too short. if it were to happen i think it wouldve happened already. and if not....so be it. but as of now, i dont think so. lol.
what a relief! ahhh i cn be me again. like free! yay!!
and kels i lu sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo effing much! and im so glad this all worked out...for both of us. i hope things work out with u n dave.
as for now this is rach signin off sayin:
"don't make someone a priority in your life,
if your just an option in theirs"
<3 rach