Mar 17, 2005 13:42
today was hush day.
only this time the guys werent allowed to talk to us girls.
i did get sum....
first one was chris chase....um yeah lol.
he said hi to me and i was like u owe me ur shamrock and hes like y?
hes a wierd kid...kinda creeps me out a bit.
i think i couldve lived with out it.
2nd one i got was from ben jackson. one of the new friends i mentioned.
he said, "congradulations, my shamrock is a hard one to get too."
i said "it didnt seem that hard actually"
then he said "well maybe i wanted u to have it" that wierded me out a bit.
i nvr know how to react to that sort of thing.
about five mins. later he said "maybe i shouldnt have givin it to u."
w.e that means. i dunno how to deal with this sort of shit lol.
the third one was from steve. i said hi steve, he said hi back. i got the clover baby!
about 4 other guyz owe me theirs. oh well lol.
theres this guy.
hes rele cute.
he sk8boards,
plays soccer,
and is rele funny....
when he doesn't skip school.
from what ive herd he isnt "mr. clean"
hes only in school 3 days on a good week.
he does sum drugs.
might be "bi" aparently.
but i still find myself oddly attracted to him.
and i dont know why.
i dont know why.
in lunch the other day,
(monday which was the only day besides today he didnt skip)
we kinda "bonded" a bit indirectly.
later on my other friend told me that this kid said that he thought i was cute.
i recalled the guy saying at lunch that he hadn't touched a girl in 3 months.
theres your explaination....
hes horney and desperate.
(btw i have nothing against guyz that havnt touched a girl in a long time. its actually kinda hot in way, that their not goin around hitting on every girl they see.)
for now ill leave it alone and just see what happens.
until then
this is rach signin off and sayin,
all is fair in love and war