Dec 27, 2007 23:37
So my week has been practically the worst one I've had in my entire life....Things at work arnt going to well and I'm starting to think that the world is trying to ruin my vaction.
Forgive me if you dont hear from me the next few days. Ontop of all that I recently found out my father had a stroke. My family has been keeping it on the hush hush until recently and I havent even found out till this morning. I basically bawled my eyes out in Sean's arms this morning....its just so hard to get comforted by words from someone who is so unphased by death. Sean has gone threw strokes, heart attacks, murder ever since he was a young child. But him holding me this morning was enough, though he didnt say much to me I knew that he was trying his best.
My dad though, thankfully, is not dead. Though he basically lost his main motor skills...he can walk and stuff but he cant write, type, feed himself, etc. Its been really hard on my family and hard on me today cause i feel like the worst person for not being there......So if you dont hear from me until the Convention you'll know why. Or I may suddenly feel better....i dont know.
-lots of love to you all
Raye Raye