Aug 13, 2008 09:15
I'm beyond bummed.
I hung out with Carl yesterday to try to make it better.
He only made it worse.
I love Carl, don't get me wrong. But he's self absorbed, a total baby and He always brings up how much he hates things that I like. He needs to constantly be watched and taken care of, because he doesn't plan for anything and then whines about how he doesn't have a girlfriend.
With Kim everything is equal, She and I like almost all the same things, we talk about stuff that is progressive and might actually help us grow. She doesn't try to hate things just to be controversial, in fact I think a huge reason why we get along so well is because we can both have fun no matter what we do. We drink sometimes but not EVERY TIME WE HANG OUT. We smoke sometimes but not EVERY TIME WE HANG OUT. She and my sister are prob'ly the ONLY two relationships in my life that either: don't require tons of output on my part OR haven't totally fucked me over eventually.
She is totally irreplaceable and she'll be SUPER far away. Its going to be impossible without her.