Old habits die hard
Over the past few months I have grown more and more lazy. I have lost a lot of my zest for life. This isn't good because I didn't have a ton of zest to begin with. I can't seem to find a way to break out of this mental and physical rut that I am in.
All I want to do is sleep and watch T.V. and even that pisses me off.
I feel older than my 27 years. Sometimes I try to pray to God for help and understanding. Usually though I lose hope and just drop my hands down and say screw it before I even get to the part where I say Amen.
Don't misunderstand me I am not neglecting to account for all the wonderful people I have in my life. I am just trying to express my long standing sense of general discontent with myself and my life.
The thing is that when I see myself the person I see is such an incredible loser he could never possibly attain any of his goals and dreams. The person I see is better of just laying on the couch watching animal cops all day than to actually try to do something he cares about.
Everything that intrigues me in life has large obstacles in front of it. I have to figure out a way to recharge my inner strength or else I will never make it around those obstacles.
Ray Combs Jr. www.comedymafia.com
All I want to do is sleep and watch T.V. and even that pisses me off.
I feel older than my 27 years. Sometimes I try to pray to God for help and understanding. Usually though I lose hope and just drop my hands down and say screw it before I even get to the part where I say Amen.
Don't misunderstand me I am not neglecting to account for all the wonderful people I have in my life. I am just trying to express my long standing sense of general discontent with myself and my life.
The thing is that when I see myself the person I see is such an incredible loser he could never possibly attain any of his goals and dreams. The person I see is better of just laying on the couch watching animal cops all day than to actually try to do something he cares about.
Everything that intrigues me in life has large obstacles in front of it. I have to figure out a way to recharge my inner strength or else I will never make it around those obstacles.
Ray Combs Jr. www.comedymafia.com