Feb 24, 2005 17:36
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
*end of girly sadness, onto girly distress*
Okay, so there's this junior. His name is Jacob. I had seen him around a couple of times, here and there, mainly hanging with some of my other friends. Pretty soon, we were somehow introduced. I don't even remember how, but we were.
Well, today, like everyother day, he stopped at my locker before he left. He goes "Hey Raychel, what's up?" and I was like "Oh, hey Jacob!" and he goes "Man, I've GOT to get your number." and I go "Uh, okay. Why?" and he's like "I dunno. So we could maybe hang out and do something sometime?" and all I did was go "Uhhh."
Yeah. Not exactly what a guy is looking for when he's asking a girl out. Too bad. Not my type. I don't think i'd ever date him. It'd be too weird.
Also. There's this other guy who likes me. Hayden. Well, he had told me all this a couple of months ago and blah blah blah. Well yesterday, this kid walks into my Eng. class and says to me: You need to stay away from Hayden. I'm being completely serious.
I kept asking him why, but he never told me. Kinda freaky.
Yeah, there's like 10 guys who like me, and I don't like a single one of them. Great, huh? I'm picky. The way I see it, it's okay to be. Hello, you're pretty much picking out your potential husband or wife. Why would you even date someone who doesn't fit your "criteria"?
Well, enough of the ranting.