Mar 10, 2008 19:10
I just got back from the cruise to Mexico with the SDSU dance team. It was our last team event, I had a lot of fun and I'm really going to miss being on the team next year.
Stressed out completely. And I can't fix it, and it's not going to end, and it's not looking any easier for the next few weeks. I need help but no one can help me. I hate how being on vacation has added even more stress to my schedule.
I'm falling into you again. I'd forgotten what it feels like to have no choice but to smile.
But I'm afraid I haven't forgotten what it feels like to cry over you.
Brynne's mom died. I don't know what to do
I need a massage and one extra day
Its really tempting to just go audition for cruise lines and when I get a job, take a hiatus from school. There is a Disney one at the end of the month, I know I won't actually go but the thought of auditioning, getting a job and up and leaving sounds pretty appealing.
Off to thirty more pages of text...
I love you and I mean it and it scares me-
Raychel Jean