I guess I hide things well.
I feel really different today.....it beagn yesterday. I feel at peace. I was told the otherday by someone who is very wise, "You seem so confident." It kind of made me laugh. I guess I hide myself well to those I know. I obsess about my weight. to the point of wanting to cry when people at work forced me to eat a hamburger with them for a going away party. All I could think about was how much I wanted to throw it up. Ionly managed to eat half to be polite.