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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVY!!!!!!! I HOPE TONIGHT WILL BE FUN! I HOPE TOMORROW NIGHT WILL BE EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!!!!
The problem with me is that I care too much about what people think. Not just any people, but people I don't care about. I should just ignore what they say all together. What do I care if they're sluts, think they're better than everyone else, or are just flat out bitches and assholes. I feel guilty..but I hate when good things happen to bad people. Oh, well. Life is definitely unfair sometimes. I'm just going to stop caring anymore about shitheads. They can rot in hell for all I care. It's just unfortunate that they were a huge waste of my time.
We're all off to college this weekend. Kira and Jayme are off to Seattle. Kathleen and Levy and Bij are off to Santa Barbara. Matt and I are finally going to Irvine. Even though all our paths are dividing we'll all still be friends. We'll call and e-mail and do other things to keep in touch. Get together on weekends and holidays. It's sad, but Kira is right: It's an odd feeling being so sad about friends leaving but so happy at the same time about going to college yourself. At least none of us are going alone. We'll be going with our friends/lovers/both...and experiencing new and exciting things. We're well on our way to becoming "old" ... No longer kids whose only responsibilities include remembering to call back friends and finding your shoes out the door. I'll miss you guys.
How scary. This is my first time (as well as most of yours) living without my parents. Yeah, it's a plus, because no more nagging no more yellilng no more curfews...but also no reminding and encouraging and help and dependency. no more younger brother to play around with when i get bored. no more races up and down the stairs. no more competitions about who has the pocket change and best score on the current video game. I'll miss you Erick.
I hate/love change.
The problem with me is that I care too much about what people think. Not just any people, but people I don't care about. I should just ignore what they say all together. What do I care if they're sluts, think they're better than everyone else, or are just flat out bitches and assholes. I feel guilty..but I hate when good things happen to bad people. Oh, well. Life is definitely unfair sometimes. I'm just going to stop caring anymore about shitheads. They can rot in hell for all I care. It's just unfortunate that they were a huge waste of my time.
We're all off to college this weekend. Kira and Jayme are off to Seattle. Kathleen and Levy and Bij are off to Santa Barbara. Matt and I are finally going to Irvine. Even though all our paths are dividing we'll all still be friends. We'll call and e-mail and do other things to keep in touch. Get together on weekends and holidays. It's sad, but Kira is right: It's an odd feeling being so sad about friends leaving but so happy at the same time about going to college yourself. At least none of us are going alone. We'll be going with our friends/lovers/both...and experiencing new and exciting things. We're well on our way to becoming "old" ... No longer kids whose only responsibilities include remembering to call back friends and finding your shoes out the door. I'll miss you guys.
How scary. This is my first time (as well as most of yours) living without my parents. Yeah, it's a plus, because no more nagging no more yellilng no more curfews...but also no reminding and encouraging and help and dependency. no more younger brother to play around with when i get bored. no more races up and down the stairs. no more competitions about who has the pocket change and best score on the current video game. I'll miss you Erick.
I hate/love change.