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Song of the morning: Just Breathe.
As if they have any right to criticize. Hypocrits. We're all here for the very same reason. But, you can't jump the tracks. We're like cars on a cable, and life is an hourglass glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, girl, so cradle your head in your hands... And breathe... Just breathe...
It's what I needed to hear this morning, and it was stuck in my head on permanent replay. I was still irritated and upset from the teleconference at 8:00 last night, and disappointed that we did not cross the major milestone that we were supposed to. I was so angry/hurt/frustrated/insulted that I was in tears while I was working at the hotel. I was still angry/hurt/frustrated/insulted this morning, though not as bad, and still on the verge of tears. Any time I thought that I would not be able to go home tomorrow had me choking up. Fortunately, a talk with my J calmed me down a bit.
Song of the evening: Going Home.
I'm going home. To the place where I belong. Where your love has always been enough for me... These places and these faces are getting old. And I'm going home.
Oh yes I am. That sweet noise out there is my machine running smoothly and safely. I am exhausted and shakey (low blood sugar, haven't eaten dinner yet), but that noisy vent brings a huge smile to my face. I just changed my plane tickets from tomorrow morning to tomorrow afternoon so I can polish up a few things, but by midnight tomorrow night, I will be in my own bed. I'd rather be in Eden, but I kinda wanted to surprise J with a visit on Saturday. ^-^ We'll see how that works. I may not be able to resist telling him.
Time to go out to the control room, check on my machine, see if the maintenance guys are happy, eat some leftover barbeque for dinner, then go check into my hotel. Good night everyone!
*too tired to bounce, Raya floats off on a cloud of happiness*
ED: Haha, nope, I couldn't resist telling him. Tonight! I get to see my J tonight!
As if they have any right to criticize. Hypocrits. We're all here for the very same reason. But, you can't jump the tracks. We're like cars on a cable, and life is an hourglass glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, girl, so cradle your head in your hands... And breathe... Just breathe...
It's what I needed to hear this morning, and it was stuck in my head on permanent replay. I was still irritated and upset from the teleconference at 8:00 last night, and disappointed that we did not cross the major milestone that we were supposed to. I was so angry/hurt/frustrated/insulted that I was in tears while I was working at the hotel. I was still angry/hurt/frustrated/insulted this morning, though not as bad, and still on the verge of tears. Any time I thought that I would not be able to go home tomorrow had me choking up. Fortunately, a talk with my J calmed me down a bit.
Song of the evening: Going Home.
I'm going home. To the place where I belong. Where your love has always been enough for me... These places and these faces are getting old. And I'm going home.
Oh yes I am. That sweet noise out there is my machine running smoothly and safely. I am exhausted and shakey (low blood sugar, haven't eaten dinner yet), but that noisy vent brings a huge smile to my face. I just changed my plane tickets from tomorrow morning to tomorrow afternoon so I can polish up a few things, but by midnight tomorrow night, I will be in my own bed. I'd rather be in Eden, but I kinda wanted to surprise J with a visit on Saturday. ^-^ We'll see how that works. I may not be able to resist telling him.
Time to go out to the control room, check on my machine, see if the maintenance guys are happy, eat some leftover barbeque for dinner, then go check into my hotel. Good night everyone!
*too tired to bounce, Raya floats off on a cloud of happiness*
ED: Haha, nope, I couldn't resist telling him. Tonight! I get to see my J tonight!