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fuuuuuuckkk
i have to be on meds again.
^see above^
ahh. i'm not insanely hyper.
although
i think i bugg people and they dont like me.
alot.
and i'm fucking up taylor's life.
i want to see her again.
fucking miss her so bad.
can you get sick from not seeing your friends.
if so, i caught it.
and the hole in my heart is enlarging with every passing second.
and i have no idea what i can possibly do to fix it.
i'll never be able to spend the night like last summer again.
fuck fuck fuck
i'm really upset.
and i'm sorry that i'm intimidated by you.
i cant face this at all.
i cant fix it.
i fear the most: never seeing her again.
i have to be on meds again.
^see above^
ahh. i'm not insanely hyper.
although
i think i bugg people and they dont like me.
alot.
and i'm fucking up taylor's life.
i want to see her again.
fucking miss her so bad.
can you get sick from not seeing your friends.
if so, i caught it.
and the hole in my heart is enlarging with every passing second.
and i have no idea what i can possibly do to fix it.
i'll never be able to spend the night like last summer again.
fuck fuck fuck
i'm really upset.
and i'm sorry that i'm intimidated by you.
i cant face this at all.
i cant fix it.
i fear the most: never seeing her again.