wasting time
As much as i talked about how i wanted to come home, i really just want to be back at school now. i mean dont get me wrong hanging out with my friends is great, but its the only reason i want to be here. i dont have a job and when someone says there going to help me out they never fall through. so im just wasting my time here and geting nothing done. for the past few i have really been considering just leaving, running away and starting over. maybe somewhere warm where its not snowing. i just need someting better than this life that i have made for myself here.