my mind is playing tricks on me again...

[ray_chull]

we saw the exorcist tonight.not scary.preeety boring.oh well..tomorrow travis and i are going to his neece's birthday party.i think she is like 4 or 5. i am so sick to my stomach.i dont know if im hungry or if its just my mind playin tricks on me...cuz it does that a whole lot.or maybe i am sick.who knows :-/.. we're in the middle of watchin road trip, and everytime i got to lay down,i feel like im gonna puke.im jus updating to get my mind off of it.i wish i didnt do this crap to myself.anyways, my mom finally took my transfer paper to the school board office so hopefully they'll let me into jenkins soon.the lady said i need to tell them a class i want to take at jenkins that isn't at kathleen..so if anyone happens to know any classes at jenkins that arent at kathleen you should tell me :).i love flogging molly.me and travis and andrea are going to go see them at the house of blues in orlando on september 22.whoever had the idea of mixing irish music into punk music was a guniess.who do you spell jeen-yis? i feel bad.i want to go lay with travis and watch tv but i feel too sick!! i hate getting nauseous for no reason at all.i even ate a nasty lemon flavored tums and its not helping.topher jus IMed me.i think travis might have fallen asleep..brb...yeah he is falling asleep.i wanna go to sleep too!!!...anyways about the exorcist..it was really boring.sylvia said it was scary but it definetly wasn't.travis tried to buy my ticket but they said they needed my i.d.so topher's friend bought mine for me.oh, i bought a skirt and a tight, pink marilyn monroe shirt last night at hot topic.i have no idea why cuz i never dress like that.i will probably never even where it anywhere.but i like it so eh.and i got tall pink and black socks to go with it.im glad i dont give into peer pressure.my friend tiffany is starting to smoke weed and take pills again.i hate drugs.im so afraid of overdosing or sumthin.people might think im a pussy for that but at least im not a junkie..okay?...:)..i really miss having friends.i hate gause.theres only 2 or 3 people to talk to.
well i dont think im that nauseous anymore (until i try to lay down) so i guess im going to try to go to bed...
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