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[ray33rae]

Fun and good night. Edwin and i went out to sheetz after i finished studying for my last two exams. we got B&Ms and sat in a parking lot smoking them while it snowed the first snow here all around us. It was great!! We both love the snow and it was really nice to be excited together. :) Anyway, my last two exams are tomorrow and even though im going to do really badly on my spanish, and possibly my math, i dont really care that much, i just want it to be OVER!! hahahaaa, oh well! Im excited for school to be over and to go home to see my mommy and daddy and mare bear and fam...but i dont know,..im a little hesitant to be home for so long cause i dont really like being there that much anymore. I dont like to see Some of the old people and what not, cause they remind me of bad/hard things and i dont even like to think about it. Its not even specific things that make me think about it or anything, its just kinda being there starts to make me feel...i dont know, down or something. i cant explain it. Anyway, hopefully ill get to see eddie a lot and that will be awsome, becuase i love hanging out with him and he makes me feel so good and free and just...Happy!! hehehe! Okay, giddyness! lol. alright, i need to go to bed so i can be up for my 8oclock final and then my 1030 one right after...grrr, what a drag. oh well! i dont know whats going on with BK, if ill get to work or not cause Berny is gone and what not, but if not, ill figure something out. my mom said she could possibly hire me to do odd jobs around the house (paint, etc) if i cant work at BK. I just dont want to get really shoddy hours like all close shifts (where i would be there till 2/3 AM every night), i dont think i could handle that too well. grrr, oh well, im going to try to NOT stress about it. Okay, im going to bed now. Whenever i get stressed or upset or anything...if i think about hanging with eddie, it totally makes me feel better (knowing that i can see him and everything feels good and better again).. haha, okay, enough talking. Goodnight!! :)
-rachie pooh-