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Yae! its eddie's birthday!! :) well it was about 16 minutes ago anyway. I hope he had a good day, even though i totally just took any happiness he might have had, and destroyed the crap out of it!! Im sorry! I luv you boy. I should just stop talking...forever. lol i really like the boy, and i hope he had a good day...and i cant wait to have our date tomorrow! :)
I was feeling really sad before cause...i dont know, i was just being dumb. but i did a spur of the moment one again...unfortunately its Bad and sad...so dont read if you dont want to!! i swear ill write a happy one soon...although my poems just suck, so i dont know if i want to butcher a happy thing. lol. oh well.. dont read it! lol
Lost
Sometimes im so lost,
even with you there carrying me.
I try to do it all on my own,
and i slip off your shoulders again.
I cry broken on the ground,
torn and shattered where i fell.
Trampled by the thoughts and feelings inside,
yet i cling to them as if they were my own.
Can they see it?
How i am dark and empty inside?
The scars that are still open and bleeding,
killing me, it hurts so much.
Darkness plagues me in the day,
and i still cant escape it at night.
Please hold me, take me away,
im scared of the dark.
Grab me now before i get kicked again,
i cant take any more of this self-inflicted bliss.
Hurry now lord,
there isnt much time...
Pick me up again, limp and tired into your arms,
before i fight to fall down again.
I was feeling really sad before cause...i dont know, i was just being dumb. but i did a spur of the moment one again...unfortunately its Bad and sad...so dont read if you dont want to!! i swear ill write a happy one soon...although my poems just suck, so i dont know if i want to butcher a happy thing. lol. oh well.. dont read it! lol
Lost
Sometimes im so lost,
even with you there carrying me.
I try to do it all on my own,
and i slip off your shoulders again.
I cry broken on the ground,
torn and shattered where i fell.
Trampled by the thoughts and feelings inside,
yet i cling to them as if they were my own.
Can they see it?
How i am dark and empty inside?
The scars that are still open and bleeding,
killing me, it hurts so much.
Darkness plagues me in the day,
and i still cant escape it at night.
Please hold me, take me away,
im scared of the dark.
Grab me now before i get kicked again,
i cant take any more of this self-inflicted bliss.
Hurry now lord,
there isnt much time...
Pick me up again, limp and tired into your arms,
before i fight to fall down again.