Jan 08, 2005 17:48
My dreams are coming real...
I am Mrs. Bucket, who is also the Narrator, in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory at Peacock. I start off the entire show, I set the scene, I am the key to it. Whoa. Did I ever tell you that something like this is what I live for? Yes, it is a Peacock show. So eat that, all of you who said I couldn't do it. And don't you dare say anything about it not being a real show...just because it's a kid's show, that doesn't make it anything less for me.
And Sam's Mrs. Teevee. Yeah, Congrats. Way for us to show them, eh, darling?
There's a sort of cute boy in the show. But I don't think anything could or would come out of that. So, I don't know why I brought it up.
I feel like I'm like floating a million feet above the world. I don't get what I did to deserve this.
Well, besides trying out for so many things and getting shut down over and over...but I still don't see how that makes me worthy of anything.
I saw Meet the Fockers with Sar and Sam. Which was funny and pretty good. Not as good as Meet the Parents, of course.
And Sarah will be here 1 week from today to stay for 1 week.
And I am in Musical Theatre Dance and NBT which starts Friday.
And so are Maya, Sam, Alex, and someone else (I don't know who).
Man. I've lost a sense of reality...it's like...I'm really happy again.
And that's a good thing. Like, an unreal thing. Which is kind of bad.
I keep waiting for there to be a catch, or for it to all crash down around me...it always does.
For now, I will bask in this glory thank-you-very-much.
Lots of snow right now.
Luke's party tomorrow.
*Many have hoped and dreamed and prayed, but they can't get out of Klimavich. If Schmuel had been a cute goyish maid, he'd have looked a lot like...you. Maybe it's just that you're afraid, to go out onto a limb-avich. Maybe your heart's completely swayed, but you're head can't follow through. But shouldn't I want the world to see, the beautiful girl who inspires me? Don't you think that now's a good time to be, the ambitious freak you are...?*
Say goodbye to wiping ash trays at the bar.
Say hello to Cara Sennott...big time star! :P
*Oh, you get to be happy...I give you unlimited time.
Take a breath, take a step, take a chance...take your time...
Have I mentioned today, how lucky I am, to be in love with you...?*
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