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I miss when it was all a game. Confidence disgised in witty comebacks, answering questions with more questions, and my smile.
It's really hard to articulate something when you can't even manage to figure out how you feel about things. It's been deciphered up to a point where it's nothing but chewed up peices of negativity. Trying to work on songs with Ryan last night was pointless, more maybe not.
I realised when I read everything back, just how fucking confusing this all is.
I wonder if they know I miss them, I wonder if they care. I wonder if they know they've become ghosts.
It's really hard to articulate something when you can't even manage to figure out how you feel about things. It's been deciphered up to a point where it's nothing but chewed up peices of negativity. Trying to work on songs with Ryan last night was pointless, more maybe not.
I realised when I read everything back, just how fucking confusing this all is.
I wonder if they know I miss them, I wonder if they care. I wonder if they know they've become ghosts.