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[rawryraid]

Hey you, riding your bike in the rain,
I think you may know,
I always wished I was her.
But her face often changed.
We met talking about a PA
It was Autumn sometime midday
Seinor year of high school
We drove around listen to--
What was it?
The Get up kids.
It was a year later you'd tear out my heart
I dont know why,
but it was always you.
You by far.
So here I am again
lost between my bedsheets.
I couldnt move if I tried.
It's sometimes like
the whole world can stop from here.
If I close my eyes--
maybe you will dispear.
And for a minute here the world will stop
if i let it
and I am not sure if I regret it.
I always wanted to be her,
though her face often changed.
And you told me I was it.
The only one all along
Time after Time
Did you mean it?
I made excuses for you
Time after time
And they told me you were scared
So I waited fucking hard for the day would come around.
Oh baby you said,
The lines you fed left me stranded in this bed.
And I wonder when you're off with them
At their shows
Do you even care at all you've left me this comotose?
Was I just safe?
Crazy thats for sure.
Thats what they said.
Right?
Now I am stranded here in my bed.
I always wished I was her.
But her face often changed.
Who is it today?