Accidentally In Love.
May 4, 2009. I'm officially dating my best friend Ejay.
May 5, 2009. Claudine and Nadinne slept over <3
May 6, 2009. Long talks over the phone [;
May 7, 2009. Still long talks over the phone XD
May 8, 2009. Finally got to see Ejay [: Wow. It was love<3
Demee found out by herself and was :( *Demee kinda
liked Ejay :( And ahhh all 3 of us are suppose to be
best friends :|
May 9, 2009. So I got like 3 kisses on the cheek from him.
I felt bad though. I only managed to give him one because
I was shy D< && My other best friend Demee was sad D:
I'm happy for me and sad for Demee. Gah, I don't know.
I feel really bad. I love her but I love Ejay too. She's not mad
at me but she's mad at Ejay which makes me sad :(
&& Okay so wow. What was suppose to be a "Secret"
never was a secret. Everyone eventually found out
me and Ejay are going out now ;_________; Even my parents
know and it's shocking that they're not mad. AND Church
members know XDD Ejay's parents know too. At least we don't
have to hide it anymore?
But I just hope Demee feels better soon :| I don't know
what to do cause I feel like I'm the reason why she's the
way she is now.
I want to like just talk about how much I love Ejay and
the things we've done together so far but hmmm. It's
almost 10 and my eyes are tired because I've been out
the whole day XD So next post maybe? [;