Oct 21, 2005 22:49
Sooo dads out on a date
i almost took the front end of my car off pulling out of the garage
i'm scared shitless of pulling into my garage because of all the metal tools dad keeps everywhere!
and the highway. that too
made banana bread with chocolate swirls in it, yum yum.
i thought i saw allishia driving in her truck, so i was gonna chase after her, but dad said it wasn't her.. bet i freaked that guy out.
Tomorrow. at 8:40 AM i will be sitting in the parking lot of the DMV waiting to take my drive test.
holy shitmonger...
i'm nervous about that.. sorta. i don't know. i'm not feeling the jitteryness in it, but i will when i'm sitting in the driver seat.
like the kind of nervousness i get when i'm going to go get pierced or tattoed.. not nervous until i'm sitting in that god forsaken seat
or when i hear that bzzzzz sound.
yeah..
frayed nerves totally
SO ANYWAY
by this time tomorrow i hopefully will have my drivers lisence, so what out bitches! because i'm legal and i'm behind the wheel!!
to tell you the truth, i really don't want to drive. but i know that time will pass when i get over my green around the gills feeling whenever i'm driving.
i really need to restart my brain. like reprogram it. instead of focusing on what every little thing could possibly go wrong, i should just say fuck it, and do it. i'm tired of being scared of everything i can't control, so i'm going to desperatly start changing that part of me, and learning to accept it and get over it.
blah
SO FYI to all you car driving people out there. if you see an older black mercedes, watch it out. thats me.