Sep 05, 2003 15:18
Okay it took me a while to notice this but there is a gorgeous guy in band. Holy shit, he's so fucking beautiful. Hahaha. Damn. And today at the BBQ he stamped my hand and said, "Have fun sweetheart." OH GOD. I'm going to die. I think he said that to everyone but whatever, I still feel special. I keep playing like shit because he's so fucking distracting and I keep looking at him and AH. He plays the tenor sax I think... I don't realy know if that's what it's called. My brain is mush right now. This is really pathetic. I can't believe I typed this much about him. He's in 12th grade, SOB. Okay I'll stop now because I sound really obsessive and annoying and I always tell Steph that I hate people who won't stop talking about a guy but now I realise that I am a very very big hypocrite and I should think about things before I say them because it's really not a good habit to speak without thinking. Wow that was a long sentence, sorry to whoever read that.
I'm just being random right now so I put my mood on 'quixotic'. Does anybody know what that means? It sounds cool but it probably means something weird. That always happens to me.
Anyways, I was reading this article in free block today and it said the more time you spend on the internet, the more depressed you become and the more friends you lose. I don't feel like typing it because it was long as hell but there was one point that caught my eye: If you spend 1 hour on the computer each week you lose approximately 2.7 friends. That sounds like a load of bullshit for so many reasons. First of all, a lot of people don't even have that many friends to lose and secondly, that means a lot of people would be left friend-less. God, it's the dumbest thing ever. I'm not sure about the depressed part though... that might be true. Oh well, peace.