Aug 16, 2005 03:34
Oh, sigh.
So I've been out the past two nights. And like the normal college student, I should have been drinkng. Right? That's what I thought, but for some reason I just don't feel like it. I don't like the people that are around me when I drink. I like to know who is around me. And when I'm still seeing people I don't know around me... I don't like it. I'd rather wait until the times that I can just drink with a few familiar faces rather than make a fool of myself in front of a billion people I don't know at all. It's a weird thing. I like hanging out with everyone, watching all the drunk guys hitting on the girls. Watching all the drunk girls fall into their usual place of sloshed over a guy... It leaves situations too vulnerable for fuck ups. And I don't want to fuck up.
I don't want to fuck up in school. I know that I probably wouldn't be one of the ones to fuck up. I know when I should work harder.
I am having a lot of fun though.
My suitemate is awesome. My 'suitey'.
The three of us have so much fun! Terre's a blast. An awesome girl.
I'm trying to watch the movie "Music From Another Room" so... I think I'm just going to leave. It's okay though. I'll talk to you later.
And also because I'm pretty sure Melissa just posted, and you can probably read anything that happened on hers...
Toodles!