Lets Just Dive Right Into This One
For some reason I have been thinking that I am ready to get back into the quest for a relationship. Im growing a little tired of the one night stands and the search for loose cab money so I dont have to drive anyone home. I have been craving the fun of coming home to someone after a long day of work and being able to enjoy someones company while watching a movie. My last relationship was with Sarah and that was so great, but unfortunately that ended tragically for the both of us. We never actually broke up, but its pretty much impossible to have a long term relationship. That was just so hard to cope with, but that just showed me how great relationships can be and how your "other" can be your best friend. The one before that was Aislinn and I think that ended about 3 years ago. I still wont really consider that an actual relationship due to the sheer un-involvement and the fact that both of us were never really committed to giving 100% to it. That just showed me how its really dumb to think you understand relationships when you are a teenager. The good thing is that relationship basically showed me how a relationship isnt supposed to be and i think that will benefit me in the future.
Other than the loneliness other things have been going pretty well. Work has really been stressing me out lately, but that is understandable. Im starting to see the ramifications of me wanting to work so much when I was first starting. Sure, when I was starting out I wanted to get more hours, so I would volunteer to work Saturdays. Now its just assumed that Im working Saturday, so I end up working six days a week and its really wearing me down. Working 60 hours a week between the two jobs is bad enough, but then I get calls asking me to come in early and Im really tired of it. Im stuck doing work that I really shouldnt be doing and I can see why so many people have such animosity towards their boss. Well thats enough of me ranting for now. Have a nice Easter Ya'll. J-Heath
Other than the loneliness other things have been going pretty well. Work has really been stressing me out lately, but that is understandable. Im starting to see the ramifications of me wanting to work so much when I was first starting. Sure, when I was starting out I wanted to get more hours, so I would volunteer to work Saturdays. Now its just assumed that Im working Saturday, so I end up working six days a week and its really wearing me down. Working 60 hours a week between the two jobs is bad enough, but then I get calls asking me to come in early and Im really tired of it. Im stuck doing work that I really shouldnt be doing and I can see why so many people have such animosity towards their boss. Well thats enough of me ranting for now. Have a nice Easter Ya'll. J-Heath