Pushing Through

[rawnchfest]

The story of one that cant find a meaning to life.
The confession of a weak being ready to fall.
"Im sleeping my life away!
and day by day i ask myself
where will i go next,
what will i accomplish?
I lay awake lonely and cold
wondering whats wrong with me
hating myself because i
cant lift myself out of bed.
I cant live up to my dreams
if these grey skies dont leave!
I cant even fucking believe
if this overcast does not retreat!
I hope these skies clear soon
dear father dear father help me im doomed.
I havent felt
what its like
to live my life
to love myself.
I walk alone
no clue where im going
And i stare into the eyes
of the world that should be mine.
I realize.
I cant answer to my own tragedy
I cant die without seeing
what its like to live my life
how it feels to love myself!"

The story of one that has found a meaning to life.
The confession of a weak being that has found his heart!