newness
nothing can quite replace the excitement that comes with a new sexual partner. the buildup of tension is undeniable- whether it has spanned a few short hours of a night that started off with the other as a stranger or months/years of a friendship that is finally exploding into fruition. that 'first time' is irreplaceable in my mind and gets me going unlike anything else. the anxiety and stress of the unknown add to the sensitivity of your body- every touch sends shocks up your spine. there may be awkwardness with all the unknowns- techniques, preferences, energies- or there may be nothing but uncontrolled passion and pure lust. only time unfolds these mysteries.
the thrills involved are almost as enjoyable as the pleasure itself. grabbing ahold of a body you've only imagined feeling in your hands, grasping at the hardness and softness of its different parts. tasting the flesh and feeling the heat of the skin you've only admired from afar. smelling the previously slight but now distinct personal scent, then the essence of sex fill the air with its heaviness. touching a spot that causes an unexpected moan, telling you to go back and repeat what you were just doing. finding a motion that elicits a satisfied 'YES!'. hearing sounds that are reserved for the precious few. the brain is overloaded. everything moves too fast. it is FINALLY happening.
i soak everything up and savor the sensations because i know one thing: it will never be like this again. this cannot be re-created.
the thrills involved are almost as enjoyable as the pleasure itself. grabbing ahold of a body you've only imagined feeling in your hands, grasping at the hardness and softness of its different parts. tasting the flesh and feeling the heat of the skin you've only admired from afar. smelling the previously slight but now distinct personal scent, then the essence of sex fill the air with its heaviness. touching a spot that causes an unexpected moan, telling you to go back and repeat what you were just doing. finding a motion that elicits a satisfied 'YES!'. hearing sounds that are reserved for the precious few. the brain is overloaded. everything moves too fast. it is FINALLY happening.
i soak everything up and savor the sensations because i know one thing: it will never be like this again. this cannot be re-created.