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I have made so many clothes in the past week then I have in my entire life I think...
Im stressed out a bit, but feel comfortable with my time management. Only because I neurotically planned my every move out for the next 2 months.
Christene wants to move right away, I can tell. She wanted to see a place the other day, and we didnt go, I could tell that she was tremendiously dissapointed. I dont think she understands fully how insanely expensive it is to move. And how insanely broke I am. The pressure of moving right away literally makes me sick to my stomach. I try to explain why I cant just yet, but she just looks at me like Im making excuses. But they are all valid ones. And I have moved A LOT in my life, and I know how costly and how much it sucks. She only has to move a bed, a dresser, a tv and clothes. I have to rent a truck with movers, to move an entire appartment full of furniture. The last time I did that, it costed me 500 dollars!! And I only moved 10 minutes away, and I had pratically just left the big stuff for them, cause I spent an entire week driving up and down with the small stuff to the new place. And then theres first and last months rent, the rehooking up fees for all of the bills which are always rediculious, the fact that I would have to take UNPAID days of work... argh.. its a fucking nightmare.
I have so much shit for the next months. The fashion show, the art show, my trip to greece. I couldnt even fit moving in a new place if I tried. And then by August, I have to buy new car insurance which is thousands of dollars, so then I would have no money to move at all. I know the sooner I move the more money I would save... but the sooner I move the more debt I will be in from the expenses I move. So at the moment, its a losing situation. Maybe if I win the lottery.....
Im stressed out a bit, but feel comfortable with my time management. Only because I neurotically planned my every move out for the next 2 months.
Christene wants to move right away, I can tell. She wanted to see a place the other day, and we didnt go, I could tell that she was tremendiously dissapointed. I dont think she understands fully how insanely expensive it is to move. And how insanely broke I am. The pressure of moving right away literally makes me sick to my stomach. I try to explain why I cant just yet, but she just looks at me like Im making excuses. But they are all valid ones. And I have moved A LOT in my life, and I know how costly and how much it sucks. She only has to move a bed, a dresser, a tv and clothes. I have to rent a truck with movers, to move an entire appartment full of furniture. The last time I did that, it costed me 500 dollars!! And I only moved 10 minutes away, and I had pratically just left the big stuff for them, cause I spent an entire week driving up and down with the small stuff to the new place. And then theres first and last months rent, the rehooking up fees for all of the bills which are always rediculious, the fact that I would have to take UNPAID days of work... argh.. its a fucking nightmare.
I have so much shit for the next months. The fashion show, the art show, my trip to greece. I couldnt even fit moving in a new place if I tried. And then by August, I have to buy new car insurance which is thousands of dollars, so then I would have no money to move at all. I know the sooner I move the more money I would save... but the sooner I move the more debt I will be in from the expenses I move. So at the moment, its a losing situation. Maybe if I win the lottery.....