My weakness is that I care too much.
wow, long time no talk sorta, not really theres just alot of krap that happened over these days, but I'm not at liberty to discuss it unless I know you so if you are aware of my secret(muahaha i have a secret!!)you can el call me...
Well I haven't been able to sleep in forever due to shitty emotions known as guilt and pitty. I am a horrible person and I really wish I could do something about this, but I won't let myself. I hate the fact that I can't control my mind....hate it. I think to0o0o much, about things that even don't end up happen either. I hate it. Hate it hate it. Life hasn't been all that good lately and I'm really getting sick of it, I have a shitloadof homework that i really don't want to waste my time doing because it will have no use in the real life because I don't plan on being a friken video game programmer, reading books for a living, becoming a social studies teacher, or figuring out antonyms, so really this is pointless information storing in my brain making me forget other things that actually matter.Egh.School should blow up. We having seating assignment things again and it totally sucks.....but i guess i have an ok table, mucho better than last time....I got in trouble alot today, only from Mrs.Lisi.ugh i hate her.....with a passion.She needs to finally retire, shes like 20 years past it anyway she might start molding soon.....i hope. Yes indeed while I was walking through her room to get my lunch she was still having a class and ashleigh went in front of me so i had to stop and my shoe made a noise and then she got all pissed and wasted her last minutes of class and my lunch time telling me how i need to pick up my feet and how i'm wasting her time....and how i rudely came through her room.Wow mrs.lisi if your friken 6th grade science class is really that important you would actually teach it instead of yelling at me....or this just an excuse to waste time in your class period because you really can't teach anyway or maybe its because every students loathes you greatly and its clearly obvious that everyone is sleeping and/or wants to leave very badly because they really don't ebjoy your long confusing pointless lectures about key west, or your life and i dont think they enjoy your disgusting cofee smelling crooked teeth either.So please refrain from teaching any longer and die, because I'm quite sure this is what we all want you to do. Yes well I've let out my anger and jarrett is currently being my counselor.....but he takes a hell of a long time to read.....poor jarrett.
<3 always <3
kai
Well I haven't been able to sleep in forever due to shitty emotions known as guilt and pitty. I am a horrible person and I really wish I could do something about this, but I won't let myself. I hate the fact that I can't control my mind....hate it. I think to0o0o much, about things that even don't end up happen either. I hate it. Hate it hate it. Life hasn't been all that good lately and I'm really getting sick of it, I have a shitloadof homework that i really don't want to waste my time doing because it will have no use in the real life because I don't plan on being a friken video game programmer, reading books for a living, becoming a social studies teacher, or figuring out antonyms, so really this is pointless information storing in my brain making me forget other things that actually matter.Egh.School should blow up. We having seating assignment things again and it totally sucks.....but i guess i have an ok table, mucho better than last time....I got in trouble alot today, only from Mrs.Lisi.ugh i hate her.....with a passion.She needs to finally retire, shes like 20 years past it anyway she might start molding soon.....i hope. Yes indeed while I was walking through her room to get my lunch she was still having a class and ashleigh went in front of me so i had to stop and my shoe made a noise and then she got all pissed and wasted her last minutes of class and my lunch time telling me how i need to pick up my feet and how i'm wasting her time....and how i rudely came through her room.Wow mrs.lisi if your friken 6th grade science class is really that important you would actually teach it instead of yelling at me....or this just an excuse to waste time in your class period because you really can't teach anyway or maybe its because every students loathes you greatly and its clearly obvious that everyone is sleeping and/or wants to leave very badly because they really don't ebjoy your long confusing pointless lectures about key west, or your life and i dont think they enjoy your disgusting cofee smelling crooked teeth either.So please refrain from teaching any longer and die, because I'm quite sure this is what we all want you to do. Yes well I've let out my anger and jarrett is currently being my counselor.....but he takes a hell of a long time to read.....poor jarrett.
<3 always <3
kai