Jun 20, 2003 13:02
1 MINUTE AGO: pickin' out a song to listen to.
1 DAY AGO: at the park & then to Stacey's house.
1 WEEK AGO: last day of high school ever. amazing.
1 YEAR AGO: celebrating the fact I was now a senior.
I HURT: my fingers.
I LOVE: feeling stress free.
I HATE: not being able to stand up for myself.
I FEAR: being hurt by people I care about.
I HOPE: one day, I can fulfill my dreams.
I FEEL: that I don't want to pack for the mission trip.
I LISTEN: to my friends advice.
I HIDE: under my bed spreads.
I DRIVE: a '92 subaru legacy.
I PLAY: with people's minds to help them become happy.
I MISS: feeling wanted by everything.
I LEARNED: that in life I have to care less to care more.
I KNOW: that I need to start changing somethings.
I WAIT: to find what I really need.
I NEED: lunch.
I THINK: that this next week, I will be completely happy.
Current Clothes: jean capris & a tee-shirt with a duck on it.
Current Mood: I can't wait!
Current Music: Underneath It All - No Doubt. acoustic version.
Current Taste: winterfresh gum.
Current Hair: wet & unbrushed.
Current Annoyance: so much I want to do in not enough time.
Current Smell: my pretty shampoo & conditioner.
Current thing I should be Doing: packing for the mission trip.
Current Desktop Picture: the Muppets!
Current Favorite band/singer: Punchline or Hot Hot Heat.
Current Book: The Nanny Diaries.
Current Movie In DVDplayer: Secretary.
Current Refreshment: Iced Tea.
Current Worry: I don't want to screw up next week.
Current Crush: a tall blonde boy who can make me happy when he smiles. whom I haven't seen since Monday & hasn't called me. I leave tomorrow morning @ 9am. what am I gonna do? just a lot of thoughts in my head for the next 9 days..