Jun 17, 2003 22:21
I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of the largest ordeal of this summer. Two of my best friends, who are dating, who have to decide what is going to happen when he's in Connecticut & she's down in Florida. It drives me insane that they're both using such different techniques to conclude things ( they really won't be seeing each other at all, pretty much this whole summer ) & then they spit things out to me about each other & whatnot. I feel like the punching bag.. or just, the inside scoop. I * promised * myself that if they tell me things that they don't want each other to know.. that I won't tell betray them. Luckily, this hasn't occured yet. It just tears me up inside. & sometimes, I want to crawl into a hole & scream.. just as much as they do, I'm sure.
My mom just handed me 2 left over roses from tonight's Boy Scout dinner. I wonder if I get to keep them.. that'd be SWEET! ;) Mmm, roses. Red. Sexy.
I'm goin' to NYC tomorrow. I'm so very excited. I get to see Urinetown. It's gonna be SO much fun. I really wish I would get to see Ali though. Maybe it'll all work out, though I can't say that I want her to take 45 min train rides to & from the city. I'd feel forever guilty & what if she hates me in the long run.. that would suck. That would never happen though. <33
Good times @ John Miller's party last night. I got the centerpiece. & I only cheated on that the last table I sat at. I went around the table & looked for the bag with the sticker on the bottom. ;) & I made coooool friends & danced my butt off. & spent quality time with Ben Hill.. :) & then I got to drive Emily home. She's the coolest girl ever.
& I'm being kicked off the computer.
<3.