practice sucks

[rawkin_redhead]

today at soccerpractice i was so out of breath! and u wanna know something else?? i didn't have time to change out of my fishnets! so i was wearing blue fishnets and it felt weird! lol. it's funny though now that i think about it. well, i have an essay to write, a song to practice, a math assignment to do, a science lab to start typing, and...lemme

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[4ever_rain]

im not not talking to you....

no wait, yes i am. im fairly pissed at you three.

what the hell was up today when you guys said you were going to starbucks? im not saying i hafta be apart of every fucking thing, but it would have been nice to hear, "wanna come?" and i know im not being whiny OR needy or any shit like that, alena thinks it was bogus too.

but before that, i wasnt not talking to you, i was being a dork. i figured you might realize this, but i guess not.

[rawkin_redhead]

i thought that u were mad at me, that's y i didn't say anything. and we thought that u might just come because, well, u don't really need to be invited, u'r ellery, and we thought that u were staying for the art thing. sorry about that. it kinda made me mad tho that u weren't talking to me, even when i said good bye. i figured that u wouldn't want to go with me anywhere.

[rawkin_redhead]

michelle thought that u were mad at me too, and that u were mad at her, so it was really convincing, and weird.

[4ever_rain]

well, after hailee told me to guard her board "with my life", i felt a tad bit obligated to stay put. had i known beforehand where you guys were going, i probably would have told her to shove it up her ass (affectionately, of course).
im sorry it made you mad, why didnt you ask me about it? if i had known you were angry, i would have dropped the dorkness.
and maybe its just me and my hearing, but i dont recall a single goodbye, just a "we're going to starbucks".

and i know it has absolutely nothing to do with anything, but i was jealous because boy 2 and them ppl flocked towards the two of you.

[rawkin_redhead]

no he didn't, when was he even there? o...wait! he was only there because matthew was there! haillee and i were out there and then matthew came out and then he came out. it didn't have anything to do with me being there. or michelle, who came later. and i did say good bye but u looked at me and then looked away, and every time that i tried to make eye contact with u u'd look away. i just assumed that u didn't want to talk i guess.

[rawkin_redhead]

shit, now i feel sad..:(

[4ever_rain]

and im on the verge of tears.

[4ever_rain]

when have i ever done that when i didnt want to talk??? usually i dont look up from the floor.

[rawkin_redhead]

i dunno. usually ur not like that so i didn't know what to do. i felt like u were avoiding me or something. now that i know that u didn't mean it i feel dumb, but that's what i thought at the time.

[4ever_rain]

im sorry.