Extraordinary Machine
I do not want to revel in what I haven't accomplished, but admire the possibilities that exist in this life.
If there was a better way to go then it will find me. I can't help it - the road just rolls out behind me.
Fiona Apple. This is what I am meant to listen to.
He is gone. In and out in less than the right amount of time to do things. I don't understand how some connections can be formed so quickly, and others have to be fostered over such a long season. I guess that is what happens when you don't have a choice.
I feel like I am becoming overly expendable. Would this have happened to me before? Are these guys really incredible or am I subconsciously looking for love?
No. Julien was real. I know because I just typed his name.
This sadness will propel me. And then I won't write for awhile. Eventually I will find my way - where I should be. It might be NC. It might be Portland. The possibilities are endless and that is something.
kk good night journal.
If there was a better way to go then it will find me. I can't help it - the road just rolls out behind me.
Fiona Apple. This is what I am meant to listen to.
He is gone. In and out in less than the right amount of time to do things. I don't understand how some connections can be formed so quickly, and others have to be fostered over such a long season. I guess that is what happens when you don't have a choice.
I feel like I am becoming overly expendable. Would this have happened to me before? Are these guys really incredible or am I subconsciously looking for love?
No. Julien was real. I know because I just typed his name.
This sadness will propel me. And then I won't write for awhile. Eventually I will find my way - where I should be. It might be NC. It might be Portland. The possibilities are endless and that is something.
kk good night journal.