bleh
What the hell...I went ahead and did that thing I do again...the thing where I fuck everything up.....there are just some things that I really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut about and things that I need to learn to accept...and I guess I havn't been doing quite as good a job as I thought...and now it seems that things are far from okay...and I know it's my fault...I thought that today was great and I thought that it had the ability to stay 110% terrific, so I did what I thought would make that happen...but of course, it did'nt happen...dammit all to hell.