Oh boy, boy, Boys!
Alright so last night was pretty good for the most part. I went on a "date" of sorts, which is a new step for me, it's been forever since I've actually gone on anything remotely like a date, so it was kind of interesting and exciting.
Although this was with someone else, not the guy mentioned in my previous entry if anyone was actually reading. I'm not supposed to be going out with him for a couple weeks when we both have actual time to. But I'm really looking forward to that one, much more so then I had with this one, this was just kind of a warm up I guess.
The two of us met for coffee and talked for almost two hours, then, because earlier in the week I had been invited to go out with a bunch of friends from work, we met the crew down at the Bro ho, did a lot of talking, a bit of drinking and played some pool. It was good times. Then the other girls and I decided that we wanted to go dancing, which some of the guys were ok with. So we headed over to Jakes, hehe. Now mind you, this guy that I had a date with turned out to be Christian, and just recently had started going back to church and all, and had a rather difficult time seeing past the fact that we were going dancing in a "gay bar", haha. So, I asked if he wanted to dance with me, but he said he felt rather uncomfortable, so I asked if he wanted to go, or go somewhere else, and he was like, "no its fine, go ahead and dance"....
I loved it, I had a good time, Mostly it was just us girls dancing, sometimes one or two of the guys would come join us, But my date seemed no where to be found. So, I asked a couple of the other guys if they had seen him, because when he left me dancing on the floor I had seen him go up and join a few of the other guys. They had completely lost track of him so I went looking, inside and then outside and couldn't see him anywhere. So I eventually just called his cell, and come to find out he had left and went over to The Vault. I wouldn't have minded it so much, but it would have been nice if he would have atleast came and let me know,I would have gone with him, but he just took off. Then I tried getting the crew to move over to The Vault but we were all rather tipsy/drunk, and ended up staying and dancing a few more dances. Then I went to find my date. Finally I found him, it was rather awkward, but he was nice enough to drive me home.
Nothings coming out of this one,which I'm fine with, cause it was all rather awkward after he had left me at Jakes in the first place. But whatever. He seemed like an ok guy, but meh.I really think its just a new friend type thing more than anything, which I'm also ok with.
Dating is weird, something I'm definitely not used to, not that I really had a lot of experience anyway. But its a newer experience and I guess Im ok with that.
More than anything I can't wait to go out with Jeff. He's turned out to be a really great guy, and it sounds like we're going to actually have a lot of fun together. And being that we have a lot of home town familierity, and similar interest we rarely run out of things to talk about.But I have a feeling even if we did, he'd be one of those people that I'd be ok with just, sitting and watching a movie with. Not really having to talk all the time, just be comfortable in a persons presence. Although, being that he's been so open with me about himself and things in his life, I had to let him know of Daniel coming out in the spring. Because I'm not exactly sure what's going to happen with him, with either one of them. And who knows, May is a while from now, and so many things can change between now and then. Ugh, dilemas! But Jeff was cool with it, and made a cute comment of, "well that just gives me time to work his magick, put out all the stops, and maybe change the outcome of things", hehe. Which I thought was really cute.
Anyway, enough of that. A lot of other things have been going on in my life, but nothing I really want to get in too. That's stuff I'll probably just talk to you about if we are hanging out. This is just stuff I wanted to gush about..... Anyway, that's all for now.
Luvs.
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