Nov 19, 2004 09:36
Every time I get upset with Andrew it never lasts long. I was so mad at him for ditching me yesterday, but he called me last night and we talked about everything. I'm fine now. He's amazing. He called me around midnight and we talked for a little bit. He ended up apologizing for everything and begged me to come over since he missed me so much.
Of course, I gave in and went to see him. I got there a little bit before 1 am. When I got there, Andrew just hugged me real tight for a long time and told me how much he missed and loved me. We went inside, lit the candle that I brought, and laid in bed together. He and I sat there and talked about so much. Anarchy, love, the first time we first met. He was amazingly sweet about everything. He told me how much he liked me when we first hung out and how nervous he was when he first kissed me. I don't really remember our first kiss, since I was drunk, so I was asking him all about. He just grabbed my face and showed me how he did it. It was sexy.
Then, we had the sweetest, most intimate sex on the floor by the candle. He was holding me real tight and kissing me while we held hands and went slow. It was beautiful. We were looking in each other's eyes the whole time.
Afterward, we cuddled. I rubbed his back until he fell asleep. Then, I gave him a kiss and headed home. I wish I could have stayed and slept with him.
I didn't go to school today. I didn't feel like dealing with that shit and I'm too tired anyway. I didn't even fall asleep last night until 3 am. I guess I'm going to go over to Andrew's later so we can cuddle and watch movies.