Wow...., but worth it.
I definately have to be a good kid for a while now.
Last night I got fucked over, and caught in a lie with my parents. As of this morning I had my car, keys, and cell phone taken away...but b/c I'm so good at bullshitting, I have that back, hopefully for good.
So I went with Carl to his friend Adam's house last night. I was a little nervous actually, b/c usually I'm not an outgoing person at all, I clam up, but last night was fine. I managed to have a full on conversation with Seth, be myself, and make him laugh...which at school I probably would have stood there and foamed at the mouth instead. I don't remember how many people were at the house, b/c there was some comming in when I was leaving. But I felt really comfortable with the group, and I hope after all this shit with my parents blows over, I can continue to hang out with them. I was so glad Leah was there, so it wasn't to awkward, I ended up knowing more than just 2 people which was good.
I showed off my poor,ha, drinking skills last night and impressed Seth...and Carl. "I don't know where you found her Carl, but that's fucking awsome. She can drink!" And Carl just smiled.
Girls CAN drink as much or more than you guy, it's possible. I could have if I stayed.
I kept pouring peoples drinks and drinking theirs. I think I got the biggest kick out of that, making them drink more than they wanted. I had to go home at 10:30 which was pretty shitty, but atleast I got to go out right?
As far as the getting fucked over, I don't want to talk about it anymore...all I know is I got away with it, and they couldn't even tell I was drunk...which always helps in not getting in more trouble with my parents. I don't know if I'll be online anytime soon, so maybe just entries from work (where I am now)
Then today, you'd think I'd learned my lesson, but no. I mean come on....Dad's in orlando, sister and mom both working, of course I'm going to have Carl over.
So we hung out at my house for maybe 2 hours, it was fun. And I swear if I wake up, and all this is a dream, some one's going to pay BIG time. lol
Everytime I look at you, your always perfect, never changing.
Everytime I talk to you, I get a feeling, like I'm special.
Everytime I kiss you....you take my breath away.
Last night I got fucked over, and caught in a lie with my parents. As of this morning I had my car, keys, and cell phone taken away...but b/c I'm so good at bullshitting, I have that back, hopefully for good.
So I went with Carl to his friend Adam's house last night. I was a little nervous actually, b/c usually I'm not an outgoing person at all, I clam up, but last night was fine. I managed to have a full on conversation with Seth, be myself, and make him laugh...which at school I probably would have stood there and foamed at the mouth instead. I don't remember how many people were at the house, b/c there was some comming in when I was leaving. But I felt really comfortable with the group, and I hope after all this shit with my parents blows over, I can continue to hang out with them. I was so glad Leah was there, so it wasn't to awkward, I ended up knowing more than just 2 people which was good.
I showed off my poor,ha, drinking skills last night and impressed Seth...and Carl. "I don't know where you found her Carl, but that's fucking awsome. She can drink!" And Carl just smiled.
Girls CAN drink as much or more than you guy, it's possible. I could have if I stayed.
I kept pouring peoples drinks and drinking theirs. I think I got the biggest kick out of that, making them drink more than they wanted. I had to go home at 10:30 which was pretty shitty, but atleast I got to go out right?
As far as the getting fucked over, I don't want to talk about it anymore...all I know is I got away with it, and they couldn't even tell I was drunk...which always helps in not getting in more trouble with my parents. I don't know if I'll be online anytime soon, so maybe just entries from work (where I am now)
Then today, you'd think I'd learned my lesson, but no. I mean come on....Dad's in orlando, sister and mom both working, of course I'm going to have Carl over.
So we hung out at my house for maybe 2 hours, it was fun. And I swear if I wake up, and all this is a dream, some one's going to pay BIG time. lol
Everytime I look at you, your always perfect, never changing.
Everytime I talk to you, I get a feeling, like I'm special.
Everytime I kiss you....you take my breath away.