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ok, so its really been a while...
anyway, today is reuben and mimay's 4th yr anniversary. whoopdeedoo! hahahaha...
finally, i can say that the weight on my shoulders lightened a bit... yes, i havent slept yet due to the papers but im glad they're finished... 2 weeks left! woooo!
ok, just want to say a few things...
THING # 1: i did a good deed today. and it really made me feel good. it was quite ironic that i was the one who did it... but who cares. im not bitter or anything anymore (ok, maybe a teensy-weensy little bit) but what's happened has happened already and there's really nothing i can do... on the brighter side of things, seeing her really happy made me happy as well (cheesy right?) but it's true... at least in the simple things in life, i could still make her happy. and that's what's important.
ok, moving on...
THING # 2: the thing im dreading ever since someone re-entered my life is finally here... i talked to mooch about this already and i cant remember what she said. ok, maybe im becoming a hypocrite because i said sometime before that i would kill myself if this happens. but now, its happening and i cant say that i'll kill myself. hahahaha... ok, to be honest, the feeling is quite good to be in good terms with her again. ok, so we've both changed but lately, we've talked about the things that were too sensitive to talk about 2 years before and it's nice to be able to tell her my feelings about that issue. hehehe..
well what can i say? maybe mhek is right... true love never dies... bwahahahaha... ang korni ko...
nagpapahinga lang... still to do a lot of things... hehehehe...
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~nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na lalong mahulog sa iyo?~
anyway, today is reuben and mimay's 4th yr anniversary. whoopdeedoo! hahahaha...
finally, i can say that the weight on my shoulders lightened a bit... yes, i havent slept yet due to the papers but im glad they're finished... 2 weeks left! woooo!
ok, just want to say a few things...
THING # 1: i did a good deed today. and it really made me feel good. it was quite ironic that i was the one who did it... but who cares. im not bitter or anything anymore (ok, maybe a teensy-weensy little bit) but what's happened has happened already and there's really nothing i can do... on the brighter side of things, seeing her really happy made me happy as well (cheesy right?) but it's true... at least in the simple things in life, i could still make her happy. and that's what's important.
ok, moving on...
THING # 2: the thing im dreading ever since someone re-entered my life is finally here... i talked to mooch about this already and i cant remember what she said. ok, maybe im becoming a hypocrite because i said sometime before that i would kill myself if this happens. but now, its happening and i cant say that i'll kill myself. hahahaha... ok, to be honest, the feeling is quite good to be in good terms with her again. ok, so we've both changed but lately, we've talked about the things that were too sensitive to talk about 2 years before and it's nice to be able to tell her my feelings about that issue. hehehe..
well what can i say? maybe mhek is right... true love never dies... bwahahahaha... ang korni ko...
nagpapahinga lang... still to do a lot of things... hehehehe...
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~nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na lalong mahulog sa iyo?~