getting over the hump
getting a number is easy. i know this because my Outlook/Blackberry syncing software knows this. each monday when i sync my beloved BB Curve to my dreaded MS Outlook, it ask me to confirm all the additions/deletions/edits from the past wknd.
i generally have 2-3 changes to approve. (good job, man)
it's actually finding the desire to either make the call or carry on an interesting conversation that sucks. i hate playing games. i hate following "rules"... do i wait the standard 2-3 days? can i just call her tomorrow, since u know, i find her kind of interesting? or does that seem too desperate? fuck it.... i have no idea how to play today's game. i got your number, we had a fun time, maybe i'll just be content with that. (you numskull)
sidenote:
new rule i think i'll adopt: no dating girls under the age 25 and/or less than 3-years work experience. i just don't fucking have anything in common with you... and no, i have no desire to "help you with your resume". fuck. i'm sorry, i have no idea what show "i love new york" is about. and no, i don't give a shit that you're on the list for [insert hot club of the moment] tonight. if you just wanna bone, thats cool.... but let's not feign commonality.
i dont think i'm over the hump yet. i don't have much interest in any women unless i'm drunk, pissed or horny. that's not really fair to anyone, including myself. i should admit this.
i need to change my behavior.