This is Civil Defense.....

[raw_rock_kills]

Wow sometimes things get better. We'll see how long this lasts. Had an interesting night at church last night. I didnt really get into worship all that much, even though my spirit wanted to. But during youth group which i am like an adult leader...not some guy who is WAY too old for youth group. I help out and pray for the kids and wahtnot. So anyway, when everyone was praying at the end my friend came up to me and was crying and said "God wanted me to tell you that within the next few days, your going to say something to Shelley that is going to change her." Rock and friggin roll...i started crying because, i feel like i am getting no where with it, i wont go into details about the situation cause thats not stuff i feel i should share with everyone....and then all the leaders stayed after and were talking about stuff and i asked for them to pray for me about my current shitty situation. And they did and i jsut started crying and stuff....and God reminded me that HE is in CONTROL!! I love God...he friggin rocks!
I dont know what else to post....so I'm Out!
MyK