Wanderlust with no where to go
It is weird, odd, though not weird or odd. I have this nagging at the back of my brain feeling of wanderlust. But, I have no where to go. I won't really be able to go anywhere untl August anyway, when my obligations of school classes and camp are at an end. Which will enable me to return to my Saturday off schedule.... or start the Sunday off schedule for fall session. I thinkk I have this feeling due in part, that indeed I am almost done with classes, and soon must think about what to do with my degree.
But, this nagging feeling persists, I would love to go back to Brasil or go on another cruise.. or something... I want to visit my mountains. I haven't seen them in a very long time... I want to visit the old stomping grounds around Lassen, or if indeed I was adventurous enough head up North to Shasta, Castle Crags and the Lava Beds National Monument. Even some Ocean would be nice... Further explore the Coast of the North Bay, mainly unkown territory for me.. I must return to the elements, I must re-unite with Nature. It has been too long.
Recently I have been reading the Dresden Files, which are very entertaining books to read. But, in doing so, I have been think about not specifically "magic" since I know that is a fantasy element, but the spirit, essense of things... the nature world, power in names, and the like.. I mostly agree with Jim Butcher's explanations on magic... and how it indeed can fit in the world of today. But, in reality, I must think of it terms of spirituality. what are my beliefs that I have tucked away for other peoples' behalf. How can I reincorporate things again into the everyday world in which I live...
So in a sense, there is "magic" in nature, and "magic" in different places... and I must go...
it calls, but I have no where to go.
But, this nagging feeling persists, I would love to go back to Brasil or go on another cruise.. or something... I want to visit my mountains. I haven't seen them in a very long time... I want to visit the old stomping grounds around Lassen, or if indeed I was adventurous enough head up North to Shasta, Castle Crags and the Lava Beds National Monument. Even some Ocean would be nice... Further explore the Coast of the North Bay, mainly unkown territory for me.. I must return to the elements, I must re-unite with Nature. It has been too long.
Recently I have been reading the Dresden Files, which are very entertaining books to read. But, in doing so, I have been think about not specifically "magic" since I know that is a fantasy element, but the spirit, essense of things... the nature world, power in names, and the like.. I mostly agree with Jim Butcher's explanations on magic... and how it indeed can fit in the world of today. But, in reality, I must think of it terms of spirituality. what are my beliefs that I have tucked away for other peoples' behalf. How can I reincorporate things again into the everyday world in which I live...
So in a sense, there is "magic" in nature, and "magic" in different places... and I must go...
it calls, but I have no where to go.