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if i wasn't your friend, i wouldn't be honest and tell you when your making a mistake. on the other hand.... i am telling you your making a mistake, but you feel i am not your friend by doing so.you think i have turned against you. let us get one thing straight. if i was your enemy, i would not tell you when your going to screw up, and i would let you fall. instead, i would rather see you see the forest before the trees, otherwise, your going to make the same exact mistake you made a long time ago, with the same people, etc.
my mom left me when i was about 3 or so. i love her to this day, but i still hold resentment her over leaving me while i was so young. i didn't know what it was like to have a mom. i was made fun of for it in school too ( not that i care). people always asking why i didn't have a mommy and such. do you remember when your father walked away? do you remember what it was like to not have a dad persay, and how it always hurt to have different people coming in and out of the picture to try and be a father to you?? i remember all too well. so may women my father dated.... just trying to find new love for himself, and to make a family of us. a family with a mother and a father. unfortanately, i never got that. the last woman who tried to be a mother to me ended up being one of the biggest hipocrites i have ever known. lying, stealing, using, etc.... i try to forgive her.... i cannot say i will forgive her 100% though, and i know your mom was done the same way.
i hope you can understand what i am saying; for the sake of your toddler son atleast. if you love him, you need to show that. this means you have to be a mom. try to give him the life you wanted growing up the best you can. don't run from your problems, as everyone has them. your bf was never mean to you, and without a doubt, i know the man you left the father of your precious son, and your little one for is mean to you. it's not love if you have to be beaten and abused. your boyfriend really does love you. not the man your with now. not to mention, if he loved you, do you think he would restrict your freedom?? your not free while your with hour with him, and your son aches for you. every time his daddy takes him to the store, he cries for you... i wish you understood.
last week, me, the baby, and your boyfriend went to walmart with his parents. the baby cried and cried for you. i wish you would have been there. he misses you so much. the little one even cries himself to sleep wanting his mommy. rhi, as a friend, please read this. tre needs you more than anything. please don't turn him away as your father did you, and my mom did me. he will only hold bad feelings as he grows up if you do, and you don't want that. tre loves you more than words can say. so does michael, brenda, and mike. your my friend and i love you too. please see the light.
my mom left me when i was about 3 or so. i love her to this day, but i still hold resentment her over leaving me while i was so young. i didn't know what it was like to have a mom. i was made fun of for it in school too ( not that i care). people always asking why i didn't have a mommy and such. do you remember when your father walked away? do you remember what it was like to not have a dad persay, and how it always hurt to have different people coming in and out of the picture to try and be a father to you?? i remember all too well. so may women my father dated.... just trying to find new love for himself, and to make a family of us. a family with a mother and a father. unfortanately, i never got that. the last woman who tried to be a mother to me ended up being one of the biggest hipocrites i have ever known. lying, stealing, using, etc.... i try to forgive her.... i cannot say i will forgive her 100% though, and i know your mom was done the same way.
i hope you can understand what i am saying; for the sake of your toddler son atleast. if you love him, you need to show that. this means you have to be a mom. try to give him the life you wanted growing up the best you can. don't run from your problems, as everyone has them. your bf was never mean to you, and without a doubt, i know the man you left the father of your precious son, and your little one for is mean to you. it's not love if you have to be beaten and abused. your boyfriend really does love you. not the man your with now. not to mention, if he loved you, do you think he would restrict your freedom?? your not free while your with hour with him, and your son aches for you. every time his daddy takes him to the store, he cries for you... i wish you understood.
last week, me, the baby, and your boyfriend went to walmart with his parents. the baby cried and cried for you. i wish you would have been there. he misses you so much. the little one even cries himself to sleep wanting his mommy. rhi, as a friend, please read this. tre needs you more than anything. please don't turn him away as your father did you, and my mom did me. he will only hold bad feelings as he grows up if you do, and you don't want that. tre loves you more than words can say. so does michael, brenda, and mike. your my friend and i love you too. please see the light.